I know how this got in my head as well. About a month ago I went on a binge of old Smashing Pumpkins music. Well, so I know how it got there, but I don't know why this particular one came up and stayed stuck there out of all the others. This song feels perfect for my life right now — not the lyrics at all really, just the tone. PS: I hate the weird Corgan picture they are using on this youtube clip. That totally clashes with the song for me.